hi dear grandma
its smitha here again from banagalore (india)
grandma i dont understand why sadness loves me so much
last time i had written to you regarding my family issues...am a 21 year old girl staying away from my house from childhood..now my working and staying all alone..no matter its festival , family functions watever..am not a part of anything and it does not makes any difference to my family...recently i bought two love birds as am found of animals and birds,,,i took care of them so much i used to provide fresh water to drink everyday and also boiled rice and bird food which the vendor had provided...and i used to keep them out for sometime so that they can get fresh air and sunlight,,,but unfortunately one among the bird which was my favorite expired....i am shattered grandma..not able to work..i was so emotionally attached to it as i used to talk to it everyday..most of my friends say the vendor has not given a girl and boy bird so that they would gel along with each other..i had no idea about asking for it while purchasing,,am really in depression grandma ..dont know what to do?????